Tomorrow there will be three!!

I don't know why I wanted to schedule a day for my daughter to be born so badly, I haven't been able to sleep worth crap. I think I like the element of surprise much better. Sure, it helps with finding people to take care of Joshua and Logan but other than that I don't like it.

So I had a breakdown putting Logan to bed tonight, I just wanted to hold on to him and not let go. I came out of his room in tears and I couldn't stop. Then I thought it would be a good idea to go into Joshua's room and lay in bed with him. I couldn't stay in his bed long, it's a twin and mama is too big for a twin. I couldn't stop kissing my big boy, then I told him that I was going to be bringing home is sister. Then I had to leave before I started to cry all over him.

I just wonder what life is going to bring with three kids, I am sure lots of excitement. I just hope that I will survive the first year without major meltdowns.

By this time tomorrow I will have 3 beautiful children, Joshua, Logan and Peyton. Holy Crap!!!